fixxxer

1) take a pen with a laser light
2) get near a dog (never tried w/ a cat)
3) start pointing the laser on the floor
4) die laughting

I strongly believe that the root of all human problems is the selfishness.
It is reflected in many fields of society: software, business (capitalism) and... love.
I'm a selfish person. I want my software for me, my money for me, and my love for me.
Who wants to share his money, his wife, his love?

Some peole tryed the open model of love in the past, and it seems to have failed somehow (or not).
See the hippies with their free love for a reference.

I'm a traditional guy, with traditional views, but I really believe the humanity will just get into another level when it gets rid of its selfishness and start sharing everything. not only knowledge and money, but love and relationship too.

I guess the new generations are adopting that somehow already. Just see how they "stay" in the parties and such. I was never like that, but the kids are the future and they will tell how it's gonna be.

the world is changing. the tradition-keepers are all dying. we don't want non-sense traditions anymore.
Soon the world will be renewed and I'll be here no more.

So here is my advice for you kids: share, becouse the future is open (I guess it was said already in another context).
share your knowledge, share your work, share your love.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I don't wanna play this game anymore
I'm sick tired
please wake me up
time to start kicking ass

ok, now it's official: i'm a megadeth fan. as much as I'm a metallica fan.

plus, i'm trying to digest iron maiden yet.

"If the lessons of history teach us anything it is that nobody learns the lessons that history teaches us."
-- unknown

"Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it."
-- George Santayana

"A man just look back to look a girl's butt"
-- fixxxer

Find the patterns in everything, and apply those patterns.
Even highly dynamic things like music have patterns.
They are the dots you draw lines between.

And now I have these 2 kids to take care of: marvin and meggie.

What can I say? I love'em. But oh god, they are babies yet and give too much work to do.
I wake up around 6:30 at morning without the alarm clock becouse the babies wake me up crying.

It's a hard job, ya know. Feed'em and clean'em and teach'em and play with'em.
I didn't have enougth resting till saturnday, when meggie came to us.

Oh, all I need is to sleep without hearing any crying.
I complain, but in the end, all I want is to arrive home and see them.

I don't understand the atheist people.
If I were an atheist, believing there is no god, no wrong, no right, no punishment, I would go out killing people.
Serious business.
I would not be a programmer, I'd be a killer.
It's more joinfull and usefull.

sunday ellie and I went to the shopping to walk around, then we found some cheap clothes.
When she was dressing the stuff to see whether it fits I felt like: "wow, what's a woman"

she's so fucking beautiful when she's not dressing carpet-like stuff.

PS: you still have to give that blouse to marvin.

as always, I just come here to writet the bad or silly things.
i'm feeling cold and anxious.

the thing I most dislike about relationships is that the other person's feelings are connected to ours, and
vice versa.

If you have a friend you really like, u don't care if he's not there, or wherever he is.
You just wait patientilly for the time u get together, because you know that time
will surelly come, no matter how long it takes.
And when friends are together, they make sure that moment is fun and unique.

But with love relationships, we are glued in a way that our actions affects the partner's
feeling directly.

For me, this is a bad thing. I don't like feeling like this becouse of my girlfriend and
I don't like my girlfriend feeling bad because of my actions.

Anyway, love as we see it is a selfish feeling. A strong need of giving and receiving.
Did I cite the "non reciprocal law of expectation" already?

now I just wanna go home, but gotta go to the class :(

She doen't like my dog, which makes me like her even less.

Mom, when will u wake up to life?
There's no future to us.

In other news, I left the dog alone today for the first time, I hope he stays fine.

aaaaaaaaaaa, meu deus do ceu.
O que é isso?

o cara tem 10 dedos em cada mão.

Como eu não ouvi isso antes?

remembering the event of yesterday (the dead cat),
arriving I asked my mom if she saw I cat in the garage.
And then she said: "yes".

FUCK! why the bloody hell she didn't do anything?
The cat stayed there for at least 2 hours before I see him.

Sometimes some seconds make the difference between the death
or life of someone, so imagine the chances of someone who
stayed withou help for more than 2 hours!!!

All you do makes me want to keep away from you.

today's morning, leaving the house to work, I found a cat in the
garage of my house.
he was laid, wet, looking to the nothing. seemed to have
a convulsion.
but he was alive, so I took him to the doctor.
I left him there so that they could take care of him.

but he didn't make it. he passed away.

farewell little one.

http://msdn2.microsoft.com/en-us/library/xey702bw(vs.80).aspx

someone should sue MS for calling it C++.
what is it? a master plan to stop programmers from using C++?

i feel broken, and lazy.
gotta go back to the gym.
the movie of yesterday took away my will of working.

btw, I want my money back. I went to see the movie "what the bleep we know", "who are we", in english,
expecting an answer, but I got none. Even worse, I just got more question.

Plus, I found out that milhopã rulez. It's cheap and tasteful.

"And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day."
-- genesis 1:3-5.

The firt book of the bible, the first mistake of god.
black and white, happy and sad, beauty and ugly, good and bad.
god created the duality and so all the bad things.
there is no good if there is no bad, there is no bautiful if there is no ugly.
one doesn't exists without the other.

we should go back to when everything was one, no double sides, just one shape, the
void, the empty.

"forgive me father, for I've sined"
-- megadeth, mary jane

m is a mood from the set M = {up, down}.
f(x) is a function so that f: R -> M, where:
f(x) = {
up, if x >= 0, and
down, if x < 0
}

g(t) is my mood over time, defined by:
g: R -> M, so that
g(t) = f(sin(t)).

muito chocolate pra todos voces

Today on the bank I listened a woman saying she gave up accessing the banking throught the internet.
The reason was cse she didn't trust it cse of a security problem she had.
She said she prefers to wait in the bank line then access the bank throught the internet.
Of course, as a commom user, she uses windows. The unsecurity of windows go against the internet, inhibiting users
to use it just becouse the OS they use sux.

Somebody has to come to the media and say that the internet doesn't sux, it's their OS's that sux.